Saturday, August 28, 2010

...

I have this strange feeling that everything is going to be alright.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Will Ferrell Is Not a Funny Man.


I feel like I'm going to barf.

I'm wearing a new shirt,
and I bought 90 dollars worth of shoes today.

..I swear that I can hear people having sex through my computer speakers, though I'm not sure, because I can only hear it when certain songs play on my Itunes.
..and that leads me to believe that subliminal messaging is still alive.

and I have a craving to watch Beauty and the Beast right now.


I just really needed to share this with you.

bye. jmiknhyjkl

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

THE FUCKING END.


Proceed with caution...I'm pissed.

fuck the term best friends.
That is the most bullshit fuck ugly title I have ever come across in my life. The only thing relationships ever bring you is pain and anger. Ever single person on this planet is completely different from each other, and that's a fucking fact. Yet we prance around, giving other people the title of a 'best friend' Humanity is fucking stupid for ever initiating such a thing.

Because people suck. They can't just get a long, no one can spare someone Else's feelings if it involves sacrifice.
No matter how close you think you are to a person, they will fuck you over countless times.

You invest your fucking life into one single person. Everything you have you put in their hands, just figuring they won't ever fuck you over, because after all, they are your 'best friend'

well what the fuck ever. They will. The only person that can ever make you happy is yourself. And if you ever put that type of responsibility on somebody else just make sure you understand that they will eventually break your heart.

Everyone is selfish, and to try to convince me otherwise is useless.
MY hearts been broken by so many different people, and it's just not fucking fair. All I want is a best friend who doesn't make me feel like shit ll the fucking time. And I'm starting to think that such a thing is impossible.

I had a best friend once, and I thought she was the one person who might save me from myself. At first everything was amazing. Her and I got along better than anyone else I've ever known.
But, of course it's all over now.
Because we're both too stupid and selfish to have a healthy relationship.

Everything's hopeless. I try to save us, but she's too stubborn to realize that she makes me feel like crap all the time, and she couldn't care less about how I feel. But, most people don't. If I'm upset nobody really cares, and I'm fine with that. Because, unlike a lot of people, I realize that no one in this world can pick you up when you're down, because even if they pick you up, you can make damn sure that they will always kick you to the ground sooner or later.

Maybe one day the term 'best friend' will actually mean something to somebody, but for now, people should just stop torturing themselves and make themselves happy.

and to my 'best friend'
I'm done with your bullshit,
talk to me when you give a shit about my feelings.