Friday, January 29, 2010

Let's Be Hippies.


She's screaming for help.
For as long as she could remember,
The sun rise wasn't a gift, but a horrid curse.
Everyday is a battle and You have to lose someday.
She's screaming for help.
The hallways represent so much more than what they appear to be.
thousands of nameless faces, no one willing to hear her screams.
Wheres a hero when you need one.
Heroes, they belong in predictable cheap comic books,frankly life isn't a planned out cartoon where the good guy always wins. That isn't life.
"this is life, kid. Get used to it." her grandfather said as he gazed right through her with the seemingly frozen bloodshot eyes she'd seen so many times before. Ah, the tell tale story of an eighty year old war veteran.
Vengeance with no guilt. Killing with no mercy.
War- war turns people cold, war turns people old.
Is it worth fighting for?

Here's her battle cry- Help.
The tears come undone one by one like they have routinely a thousand times before.
Tears.
Another nameless face,
another pointless fight.
The arguing seeps through the seemingly paper thin walls of the 3 bedroom apartment. She screams for help.

Another day,another disaster.
another hour, another breakdown.
Another second, another tear. Heavier than the second before.
Make it stop.

Listen.
She screams.
She needs help.


...I fear it's too late.

Guess Who.


I like to think of myself as a free spirit;
I'm a little bit of everything.
Some components are more dominant than others,
but still; me all the same.
Meshed together like every colour of the rainbow.
- I am my own rainbow.

Thursday, January 28, 2010


" If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? "-Alice In Wonderland.

I need you by my side.
Because I miss you,
and I miss the way things used to be.
Let's rewind.

Let's Take A Trip To The Zoo.

I've decided to rid negativity and drama from my life as much as possible. Because to be honest, I've had enough of that. Drama is an endless abyss of nothingness, and it gets you no where in life. I'd reached that blatantly obvious yet life changing epiphany everyone hopefully has at some point in there life. So basically, I’m just saying screw it. A big fuck you to all negativity and the people that come with it. Here's to never-ending happiness and self worthiness.

Life's a bitch, and I love her.