...

I have this strange feeling that everything is going to be alright.

Will Ferrell Is Not a Funny Man.

I feel like I'm going to barf.

I'm wearing a new shirt,
and I bought 90 dollars worth of shoes today.

..I swear that I can hear people having sex through my computer speakers, though I'm not sure, because I can only hear it when certain songs play on my Itunes.
..and that leads me to believe that subliminal messaging is still alive.

and I have a craving to watch Beauty and the Beast right now.


I just really needed to share this with you.

bye. jmiknhyjkl

THE FUCKING END.

Proceed with caution...I'm pissed.

fuck the term best friends.
That is the most bullshit fuck ugly title I have ever come across in my life. The only thing relationships ever bring you is pain and anger. Ever single person on this planet is completely different from each other, and that's a fucking fact. Yet we prance around, giving other people the title of a 'best friend' Humanity is fucking stupid for ever initiating such a thing.

Because people suck. They can't just get a long, no one can spare someone Else's feelings if it involves sacrifice.
No matter how close you think you are to a person, they will fuck you over countless times.

You invest your fucking life into one single person. Everything you have you put in their hands, just figuring they won't ever fuck you over, because after all, they are your 'best friend'

well what the fuck ever. They will. The only person that can ever make you happy is yourself. And if you ever put that type of responsibility on somebody else just make sure you understand that they will eventually break your heart.

Everyone is selfish, and to try to convince me otherwise is useless.
MY hearts been broken by so many different people, and it's just not fucking fair. All I want is a best friend who doesn't make me feel like shit ll the fucking time. And I'm starting to think that such a thing is impossible.

I had a best friend once, and I thought she was the one person who might save me from myself. At first everything was amazing. Her and I got along better than anyone else I've ever known.
But, of course it's all over now.
Because we're both too stupid and selfish to have a healthy relationship.

Everything's hopeless. I try to save us, but she's too stubborn to realize that she makes me feel like crap all the time, and she couldn't care less about how I feel. But, most people don't. If I'm upset nobody really cares, and I'm fine with that. Because, unlike a lot of people, I realize that no one in this world can pick you up when you're down, because even if they pick you up, you can make damn sure that they will always kick you to the ground sooner or later.

Maybe one day the term 'best friend' will actually mean something to somebody, but for now, people should just stop torturing themselves and make themselves happy.

and to my 'best friend'
I'm done with your bullshit,
talk to me when you give a shit about my feelings.

Just Gunna Stand There And Watch Me Burn.

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"Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives. "

PEACE.

peace [peess]
noun
1. freedom from war: freedom from war, or the time when a war or conflict ends
the signing of the peace agreement

2. tranquillity: a calm and quiet state, free from disturbances or noise

3. mental calm: a state of mental calm and serenity, with no anxiety

4. harmony: freedom from conflict or disagreement among people or groups of people

5. peace treaty: a treaty agreeing to an end of hostilities between two warring parties

6. law and order: the absence of violence or other disturbances within a state
Peace reigned throughout the land.



interj
be calm or silent: used to tell somebody to be calm or silent or as a greeting or farewell


[12th century. Via Anglo-Norman pes < Latin pax ]

at peace in a state of friendship and freedom from conflict dead (used euphemistically) in a state of calm and serenity
hold your peace to refrain from speaking (dated)
keep the peace to refrain from or prevent conflict or violence
leave somebody in peace to stop or avoid bothering somebody

Leave him in peace, he's trying to work!
make peace to bring a disagreement or war to an end
make your peace with somebody or something to resolve a disagreement with someone or become resigned to a situation that cannot be changed

peace or piece? Do not confuse the spelling of peace and piece, which sound similar. Peace is a lack of noise, disturbance, disagreement, or warfare, as in peace and quiet, a breach of the peace, make peace, not war. A piece is a part or item, as in fall to pieces, a piece of music.

719.

If I was ever asked what my deepest desire in the entire world is, I know exactly what I'd say.

I could say money or fame or beauty or intelligences..that's what most people would ask for, right?

I fear I desire something deeper.

If I was ever asked what my deepest desire in the entire world is, it would be for you to kiss me again. I need to feel your cold lips pressing softly against mine, leaving your flavor behind. Because no matter how hard I try, I can't taste you anymore. and despite how much I try to convince myself and everybody else otherwise, I need too feel you; I need to. I want to watch the world spin with me, but more than anything I want to be in your arms again, tucked away from the rest of the world, lost in your very being. The feeling of belonging to you, and maybe even your belonging to me. These are the elements of our time together that I've chosen to keep to myself. But I'm afraid that very soon my memories may defeat me. But I would rather be defeated than forget. I fell your lips on my mouth constantly, the memory of freedom and beauty dances through my blood and brainwaves. There are so many things you've made me unsure of. I'm not sure why you decided to kiss me that day, and I'm not sure why your presence is so empty and cold now. I'm not sure of why you've slowly began to shut me out of your life. More than anything, I'm not sure of how you managed to make me so irrevocably crazy about you. But if there is one thing I am sure of, it's that you've got me wrapped around your finger...And I'm scared to death.

..Come to think of it, I hope I will never be asked what my deepest desire is. If I relive your lips metting mine one more time, it might just kill me.

That Nameless Face.

Together we could go somewhere; we could be something.
I know your face, your smile, your eyes. if only you knew my name.
Let's get to know eachother.
We could be something, I feel it.
It's just the way your voice is nothing short of a melody.
Jesus, when you sing, I swear it's to me.
Your sweet soft songs hit me the hardest,
slowly killing me. Yet somehow, I don't mind.
But please, just listen.
I know we could go somewhere, I just do.
Open your eyes and see me. Save me.
I need you like earth needs gravity, one day I swear, you'll need me too.

Just picture it: You and me.
We're going somewhere, I feel it.

Let's Be Hippies.

She's screaming for help.
For as long as she could remember,
The sun rise wasn't a gift, but a horrid curse.
Everyday is a battle and You have to lose someday.
She's screaming for help.
The hallways represent so much more than what they appear to be.
thousands of nameless faces, no one willing to hear her screams.
Wheres a hero when you need one.
Heroes, they belong in predictable cheap comic books,frankly life isn't a planned out cartoon where the good guy always wins. That isn't life.
"this is life, kid. Get used to it." her grandfather said as he gazed right through her with the seemingly frozen bloodshot eyes she'd seen so many times before. Ah, the tell tale story of an eighty year old war veteran.
Vengeance with no guilt. Killing with no mercy.
War- war turns people cold, war turns people old.
Is it worth fighting for?

Here's her battle cry- Help.
The tears come undone one by one like they have routinely a thousand times before.
Tears.
Another nameless face,
another pointless fight.
The arguing seeps through the seemingly paper thin walls of the 3 bedroom apartment. She screams for help.

Another day,another disaster.
another hour, another breakdown.
Another second, another tear. Heavier than the second before.
Make it stop.

Listen.
She screams.
She needs help.

...I fear it's too late.

Guess Who.

I like to think of myself as a free spirit;
I'm a little bit of everything.
Some components are more dominant than others,
but still; me all the same.
Meshed together like every colour of the rainbow.
- I am my own rainbow.

" If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? "-Alice In Wonderland.

I need you by my side.
Because I miss you,
and I miss the way things used to be.
Let's rewind.

Let's Take A Trip To The Zoo.

I've decided to rid negativity and drama from my life as much as possible. Because to be honest, I've had enough of that. Drama is an endless abyss of nothingness, and it gets you no where in life. I'd reached that blatantly obvious yet life changing epiphany everyone hopefully has at some point in there life. So basically, I’m just saying screw it. A big fuck you to all negativity and the people that come with it. Here's to never-ending happiness and self worthiness.

Life's a bitch, and I love her.